Me?

Somehow, since these past few days... I enjoy thinking... Each people have their own very unique characteristics. Some of them are promising while some other is annoying. But still, that should not be the reason for some people to judge others based on their characteristics. I mean, in terms of being respect towards them. True, i had wrote some of the bad characteristics in my last post... But that doesn't mean I have the authority to be disrespectful towards them. Basically, I am actually trying to express my opinion in the way where they could use it to think for themselves and make for a change...

For now, how about close the topic about others and talk about me...

Someone once said that somehow my way of thinking or acting made it feels like there are few different souls in my body... Hmm... I wonder...

Basically, I have my own childish act and mature gaze. In normal terms, I'm just a girl who love cute stuffs, butterflies, fantasy manga-like romance and even polka dots. Even now I'd love to play in a playground especially with swings. I'd love to laugh as hard as I could and smile every time i in front of people that i cherished... If i'm not mistaken, these should be some of the reason why I have those childish act.

There are normal terms and conditional terms... I have my own way of talking with boys which somehow i decide this characteristic falls under conditional terms. For instance... BeforeI started to talk or meet a guy, my own mind will recognize that guy whether he'll be just a friend or a potential boyfriend (this is before i decided to get engaged ; now every other guy is only a friend). If my mind recognize him as a friend, I'll treat him as one from the day I know him until the day I die. There are no feelings of love will be developed even after years of friendship. But in contrast to that terms, if my mind recognize him as a potential boyfriend... I'll still treat them as a friend but with a high potential to have a crush on them. My different way of talking to guy also because of the difference in my mind recognition. Hehehe... This is just one of my conditional terms characteristics... I have a lots other of them but I won't tell more about this... ^__^

A characteristic which I think as the most characteristic that every person should have is the mature way of thinking. I think I am able to distinguish these character and use it separately. Being able to plan my life ahead and narrows it down to every single details somehow made me see it as a result of mature way of thinking.Without this type of thinking, how could I decide to get married in such a young age... When you decide to get married, there are a lot of things should be taken into considerations... like... What should i do after getting married? How about further study? How to manage our living expenses? In what way I should improve myself? and so on.... There are still a lot of things that need a solution. Of course there will be no absolute answers to these questions but it is not wrong to find one for it. It'll surely help me in deciding things and make a cute fantasy about my future... Don't be afraid to take a sneak peak in our own future... In the end, we are the one who made them...

So I guess, that's it... A general view of my good characteristic (i think)... As for the bad characteristic, I would say... Only a fool will show their own weakness... Hahaha... I know my weakness and I still find the way to improve them... One day I'll change it into another good characterisitc... So there's no point to tell others about it... ^__^ See ya !

p/s : after seeing Cik Vinn nyer status kt fb, me pn rase nk tau jgk ap term yg sbnr tuk me nyer phobic... The result is, I have Thalassophobia which is the fear of the sea and Megalophobia which is the fear towards large things...

be my wonderwall ; will you ?