Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Officially a Wife!


First and foremost, I would like to send my highest gratitude to Allah S.W.T. for sending him into my life. Thank you very much to my family, all my relatives and also friends who had helped me with all the preparations and also for attending the wedding. It was a very tiring week, but Alhamdulillah, the happiness that comes after it is definitely worth it.

If I want to talk about my feelings on that day, I am sure that there are a lot of things that I want to write. My week started with a fever, bad runny nose and cough which is quite usual for me. I am diagnosed with allergies since I was a small child so I have a very high tendency to fall in sick whenever I overwork myself, or if am exposed to cold environment. I guess, it is quite hard being 'me'.

Because of the fever that I have during the whole week, I didn't manage to finish up sewing my veil for the solemnization day. So what I did was, I wake up super early on the day of solemnization and finish up sewing the veil as fast as I can. Then, iron my outfit and take a bath. After I am done with dressing up myself, I can only sit in the room and wait for the arrival of the groom. I kinda feel bored, but undoubtedly nervous at the same time.

I can't actually find any words that can describe my feeling at that time but one thing for sure, I am not able to cry at the moment when he said "Aku terima nikahnya...." even though I am touched with the lafaz. I want to cry for sure but I am not able to because I am still down with fever even when I am sitting there on the dais. I wonder how bad my headache will be if I cry. And yeah, in case if any of you wonder... I definitely feel nervous when I heard the lafaz. Alhamdulillah, he only did it once.

However, until today I still can't believe that I am a wife. :p

p/s: We have been married for twelve days! Hope that it can last until twelve decades. :D