Monday, March 28, 2011

to all muslim girls with hijabi out there,

please remember that...

Sangat style bukan? Huish, tersangat2 la best if berjaya buat semua gaya... Hehehe.. :)

kemungkinan ada kne mengena

dengan yang hidup atau yang dah meninggal dunia.

"Aku still x faham kenapa kau terasa and marah giler2 padahal kau yang kecoh pasal aku kat dalam sms dgn bekas kekasih kau tu dan terkantoi. Cube la skali kau mengaku salah kau dan mintak maaf. Confirm lepas tu aku diam."

Sepatutnyer dari dulu lagi dah ckp macam tu, tapi x taula nape x terkeluar dri mulut atau tak tertaip dek jari. Huish... tibe2 taip ni bukan bertujuan untuk cari gadoh ngan sape2. Sekadar meluahkan rasa and dendam dlm jiwa yang dah terang2an mmg x patut ade. So, I shall put a fullstop here and writes THE END at the bottom of the page.

p/s: Mulai hari ni, lantak kau la sampai bila kau nak berlagak innocent... :)

Sunday, March 27, 2011


Baru lepas membaca blog Bella Ain dan meninggalkan komen tentang crush terhadap Gaara.. Huish... Tetibe rase rindu lak kt Sylar.

p/s: Gaara dalam cite Naruto, Sylar dalam cite Heroes.

Another way to smile.

Welcoming a new book into the family has always been the most exciting event during semester holidays... :)

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Best friends forever?

I don't hate anyone who hold the title of a best friend to someone. Its just that I have a problem in having one.

It always seems so great to have someone where you can share all your happiness.. help to comfort your frustration, wipe your tears when you're sad and give you a hug when you're down. Not to mention, someone for gossiping about others and boys too. Sometimes I feel jealous watching best friends having their 'girls-day-out', spending time together and capture lots and lots of pictures.

It was so frustrating that I always have problems in having best friends or at least one of them.

Not having a best friend doesn't mean that I don't have any friends. I have. Lots and lots of them. But most of them are just close friends. I've always put a barrier between me and the others. I don't trust people easily and that is actually my biggest problem. I just hate the fact that if I trust others, I actually let myself to the risk of being back-stabbed... especially between girls.  So far, in my whole life, I only have one best friend that is actually a guy but since I get engaged, he was just MIA. I don't know why and I don't think that I want to know.. and to make it worse, the fact that I'm getting married soon makes my chance to feel what its like to have a girl best friend is really low.

This whole friendship thingy makes me wonder; am I that bad as a person?
Sheesh... I think I am just fucked up in every single way.

p/s: Is there anyone who want to be my best friend? I promise I'll try my best to trust you...

I am trying my best

Ok, about the flower that I had mentioned earlier...

I don't have any experience in taking care of a flower... especially if it is in a vase. So... What if.. just 'if'... the flower is kinda dying... and died eventually...

Can you please don't think that my love for you had faded?

Hehehe... please? I am trying my best to take care of it. I'm afraid that I will not be able to succeed since I am not that good in girly stuffs. I think I would do better if you ask me take care of your laptop or computer or if you ask me to help you in carrying stuffs...

p/s: Can anyone give me any tips? :)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

I remember my day.

Hooray, semester holiday had just started ! I'm so sorry for the lack of updates during these past few days. I bet I will really miss my friends during this holiday. Hehehe. 

I've reached home, at last after going through a series of bad luck.I missed my 2.30pm train because of the stupid bus, because of that, I had to use more money. If missing the train wasn't that bad, then try to imagine being stuck at a place without enough money to go back because the money that you had transfer through the stupid maybank2u to your other bank acc was not there, in the account.... another bad luck. To make things worst, my phone credit was not enough at the exact moment after I check the account. *dem* The only thing that I can think of during that time is 'I am in a very deep shit !'. After the things had been sorted out, I went to buy the train's ticket just to find out that their system were down at the moment so I had to wait until 5.00pm to get the ticket. Thank god I managed to board the 5.30pm train, reached Ipoh safely and the final thing I had to do is just waiting for my parents to fetch me there.

It was a really memorable all-day adventure for me.  :)

My recent date was great. There are so many funny things happens on that day... especially the part where we were locked in that Wisma Genting's stairways. We were on the 11th floor and the only door that was unlocked supposed to be at the G level. Luckily the door on the 6th floor was broken so it was also left unlocked. I'd never thought that finding the 10th floor would be that hard...

and yeah, he gave me flowers. People usually give bouquet but he actually gave me a vase of roses. He kinda says that 'as long as you have your love for me, the flower will always bloom.' Hahaha... Funny, but still sweet... Thank you, love. :)

Saturday, March 12, 2011

How a girl count her day for a date? - Part 2

She still feels excited. But to think of the things to wear might still be too early.

The Last Song

"When I look at you I see forgiveness, I see the truth. 
You love me for who I am
like the stars hold the moon right there where they belong
and I know I’m not alone. 
When my world is falling apart, 
when there’s no light to break up the dark, 
that’s when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore 
and I can’t find my way home anymore
That’s when I look at you" - Miley Cyrus, When I Look at You

It is really an inspiring movie. I really love the part where she plays the piano in order to continue and finished up that last song that her father was working on.

So far, I have watched only two film adaptations of Nicholas Spark's novel. 'A Walk to Remember' which is the first Nicholas Spark's novel film adaptation that I watched has already been listed as the all-time-favorite movie in my life. I will never forget that story. I even read the novel after watching the movie since I was so interested in the story. After watching The Last Song, I think it should enter the list too.

The experience of watching two film adaptations of Nicholas Spark's novel made me feel interested to watch some other film adaptations of his novel. I think I should start looking for Message in the Bottle (1999), The Notebook (2004), Nights in Rodanthe (2008) and Dear John (2010) from now.

p/s: I heard that True Believer and The Lucky One are expected to be released this year and his latest novel which is Safe Haven should begin its production some time also in this year.. :)

Friday, March 11, 2011

Standard Malay?

Listening to Insha'Allah in Malay version by Maher Zain always make me laugh my heart out. His way of pronouncing the Malay words sounds so cute ! How do I say it... If in English, we have 'Standard English'. But for Malay language, 'Standard Malay'? Hahaha... *Don't believe that word. It didn't exist, I think.* Maher Zain is actually using Bahasa Melayu baku. Cute isn't it? Even the Malaysian newscasters didn't use that language... nowadays.

To tell the truth, I always love watching a foreigner trying his best to speak in my mother tongue.. :)

Thursday, March 10, 2011

How a girl count her day for a date? - Part 1

When a girl know that she'll go for a date, the first thing that she'll do is smile. Then smile again, and again. After that, she'll get excited. Sometimes, she'll jump and jump and jump... until she's tired. But I guess, on the first day... she never will.

After she's done with all the jumping and smiling, she'll take a deep breath and starts to find a calendar. She'll make a circle on it with a red pen or a red marker...

 In this case, the circle was a bit small.

The closer look of the picture... still look small.

Well, that circle... it's not enough...
There's one last thing...

She just had to...

She just had to make a very big reminder for it !

p/s: no wonder that circle was small. [-.-'] hahaha.

I really want to capture that moment.

I've always had butterflies in my stomach just by thinking that I'm gonna meet you. I wonder how the moment  will turn out to be... :)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Say 'cheese' !

A big big big congratulations to my dearly lovely love...

From this day onwards, I hope that you will walk much more further... discover many more paths... and climb towards much more higher success... I am so sorry for not being there on that day... but you know, I'll always pray...  :)

Monday, March 7, 2011

Smile is always the cure.

for having him by my side
for having such great friends
for experiencing memorable moment

for living the life I have always wanted

p/s: still happy even though final exam is in the corner. *dem* bile nak study tatau.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

You are the best thing that's ever been mine..

and will always be...

'cause I am now addicted to your; sweet romantic, wholehearted kindness, amazing tolerance, great care, and much more. But most of all, I am addicted to your lovingly love.    :)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

That much of a Memory.

 "Do you see the ashes in my heart when they drift away? 
I try to catch the pieces, but it was too late.
So I watch all of it fade." - Layla Majnun

It has been more than a week after the theater had ended but it seems like everyone can't get off the topic. I've just finished reading a post by a friend about the ups and downs during the theater. Somehow it reminds me on how hard it had been for me to walk through the days. I am really thankful for having friends that had always been by my side. For the first time in my life, I've gained lot and lots of experiences in only a short period of time. I feel tense, mad, excitement, happiness and proud at the same time. It was great  to see those hard work that everyone had put in ended with smiles and laughter.

I am so thankful that after a somber week, I finally managed to meet him. Last Saturday was a great day for us. Having some Chocolate Ice right under the blazing sun while wondering around the town makes me fall for him a little bit more. It was tiring but fun at the same time. I am so glad that I actually managed to give him the gift even though I just complete it in the nick of time.  I just wish that I can turn back the time and capture the moment when he smiles brightly as he saw that gift. Again, I fall for him... and this time, I fall much more harder.

I just hope that our relationship will always stay this way.


Thank you for those wonderful love, love..   :)