2nd day back in the jungle

hari ni sekali lagi hari yg membosankn... tataw nk wat ap kt umah... abang xlek kelas lg... jd lg la bosan... xde org tuk me kaco... isk2.. sangat windu sama dy... btw , pg ni me bru dpt tau yg me da ad rumet... ala2... segan la nk gayut2 ngan abang nnt... ^__^ hehehe... doakn me selamat mengharungi hari ni... harap2 sok otak maseh waras dgn tahap kebosanan neh...

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untuk kamu

Place : UNISEL

Current activity : Lying in bed while writing a blog post and facebook-ing

Yup.. As u can see... I am now safely in UNISEL. Memang tak ikhlas habes ar mse nk gerak balek sini. Siyes rase sedih sbb cuti sem kali ni byk kenangan... Bile masing2 da start sem baru... Rase mcm jauh je... Literally... Lepas ni masing2 mesti sibuk... Harap2 kite ad mase tuk diluangkn same2...

"When a girl misses someone, she is hurting inside"

Saya rindu kamu... Kamu cepat2 balik ye... Saya tunggu... Sentiasa tunggu kamu... sbb saya sayang kamu...

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wah2.. dah lama neh..

Hahahaha... Ini post yg ke-100 ! Congratulations ! 2 kali jubli emas... hahahaha... ^__^

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Again , the day simply have both

Nak kata hari yang malang, tak jugak sbb memori yg sgt membahagiakn tu ader...

Semalam Mr.HearGardenias dtg umah amik me, g shopping kt Jusco.. Yg x tahan tu, g shopping barang dapur tuk mamam tghari sok.. Disebabkan me tito kat umah family dy kt Ipoh tuk satu malam, Mr. HeartGardenias pn mule la wat permintaan dy... Suh msk ikan sweet sour la, cendawan gorang la.. pe lg.. ayam goreng berempah, sayur campur... Isk2.. Mcm2... Tu yg trpkse shopping brg2 dapur yg diperlukan.. Tp xpe gak... Bru ader gaye cm pasangan da kawen... Hahahaha ! Btw, bile da dpt tgk dy tito dpn mata tu... Boleh bikin jatuh hati.... Ceyt... Comel ! ^__^

*suke*

Penangan yg sgt kuat smpai mampu wat me demam sebaik sahaja Mr.HeartGardenias berlalu pergi setelah hantar me kembali ke Taiping safe and sound...

Tp slain tu.... hari neh mampu jgk la wat me rase nk meletup kepala... Terima Kasih byk2 kpd sistem pengurusan yg sgt x sistematik. Sebulan kitorang cari umah sewa.. Da susah payah dpt umah sewa... Lg dua hari nk daftar tuk sem baru, baru korang nk gtau yg kitorang dpt hostel ? Siyes bangang ! Korang neh dah menyusahkan orang.. Igt kitorang ni suke sangat ke nk mungkir janji dgn org ? Kesian tau tak kt owner rumah tu.. Penat2 dia simpan umah tu tuk kitorang, siapcuci2 sume... Naseb me tade kenderaan.. Bergantung pade org je... Lau tak.. Mmg goodbye la hostel...


*naseb still berangan Mr.HeartGardenias lg, jd xdela marah sgt*

p/s : Gmbr Mr.HeartGardenias tu... Saye tak ngendap bilik dy ye. Curi2 snap time dy tito kt sofa smntara tggu everyone get ready nk gerak g umah saye di Taiping... ;p

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Me?

Somehow, since these past few days... I enjoy thinking... Each people have their own very unique characteristics. Some of them are promising while some other is annoying. But still, that should not be the reason for some people to judge others based on their characteristics. I mean, in terms of being respect towards them. True, i had wrote some of the bad characteristics in my last post... But that doesn't mean I have the authority to be disrespectful towards them. Basically, I am actually trying to express my opinion in the way where they could use it to think for themselves and make for a change...

For now, how about close the topic about others and talk about me...

Someone once said that somehow my way of thinking or acting made it feels like there are few different souls in my body... Hmm... I wonder...

Basically, I have my own childish act and mature gaze. In normal terms, I'm just a girl who love cute stuffs, butterflies, fantasy manga-like romance and even polka dots. Even now I'd love to play in a playground especially with swings. I'd love to laugh as hard as I could and smile every time i in front of people that i cherished... If i'm not mistaken, these should be some of the reason why I have those childish act.

There are normal terms and conditional terms... I have my own way of talking with boys which somehow i decide this characteristic falls under conditional terms. For instance... BeforeI started to talk or meet a guy, my own mind will recognize that guy whether he'll be just a friend or a potential boyfriend (this is before i decided to get engaged ; now every other guy is only a friend). If my mind recognize him as a friend, I'll treat him as one from the day I know him until the day I die. There are no feelings of love will be developed even after years of friendship. But in contrast to that terms, if my mind recognize him as a potential boyfriend... I'll still treat them as a friend but with a high potential to have a crush on them. My different way of talking to guy also because of the difference in my mind recognition. Hehehe... This is just one of my conditional terms characteristics... I have a lots other of them but I won't tell more about this... ^__^

A characteristic which I think as the most characteristic that every person should have is the mature way of thinking. I think I am able to distinguish these character and use it separately. Being able to plan my life ahead and narrows it down to every single details somehow made me see it as a result of mature way of thinking.Without this type of thinking, how could I decide to get married in such a young age... When you decide to get married, there are a lot of things should be taken into considerations... like... What should i do after getting married? How about further study? How to manage our living expenses? In what way I should improve myself? and so on.... There are still a lot of things that need a solution. Of course there will be no absolute answers to these questions but it is not wrong to find one for it. It'll surely help me in deciding things and make a cute fantasy about my future... Don't be afraid to take a sneak peak in our own future... In the end, we are the one who made them...

So I guess, that's it... A general view of my good characteristic (i think)... As for the bad characteristic, I would say... Only a fool will show their own weakness... Hahaha... I know my weakness and I still find the way to improve them... One day I'll change it into another good characterisitc... So there's no point to tell others about it... ^__^ See ya !

p/s : after seeing Cik Vinn nyer status kt fb, me pn rase nk tau jgk ap term yg sbnr tuk me nyer phobic... The result is, I have Thalassophobia which is the fear of the sea and Megalophobia which is the fear towards large things...

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Mentaliti

Bagi mereka yang mengenali, me mmg manusia yang suka memerhati.. Menganalisa.. Kesimpulannya, me suka berfikir. Banyak benda yang jadi persoalan dalam fikiran neh pasal sikap manusia... Somehow, everything seems a mystery.

... based on my own opinion... Generally ;

Kenapa ada manusia yang sukakan hasad dengki ? ataupun hidup berlandaskan dendam ?
Dalam bab dendam dari kitab Ihya' Ulumuddin karangan Imam Ghazali ada menceritakan kisah-kisah orang yang ingin membalas dendam yang sebenarnya menderita kerana perasaan dendamnya. Ada yang berkata, manusia tak boleh lari dari perasaan hasad dengki , dendam. Bukan ke dgn ckp mcm tu, manusia seolah-olah mengalah dan biarkan perasaan mcm tu mengusai diri. Manusia tak sepatutnya lari... tp face it. Kita ada akal dan fikiran. Mungkin kali pertama kita terjerumus dengan perasaan tu, tp tu x brmakna kita patut berenti melawan. Yang paling penting, lihat siapa diri kita yang sebenar...

Kenapa ada manusia suka khianat (tikam belakang) ?
Basically, bende ni sume berasal dari hasad dengki jugak tu. Tp ada jugak kes2 mcm ni yang disebabkan oleh perbuatan yang dilakukan tanpa menggunakan akal. Fikir dulu sebelum buat sesuatu.. Ambil kira perasaan orang lain yang terlibat. Jangan pentingkan diri sendiri je. Bagi sesiapa yang dah buat bende macam ni tanpa sedar tp skrg da sedar kesalahan korang... Mintak maaf la dekat mangsa keadaan tu.

Kenapa ada manusia suka nilai orang berdasarkan pangkat, pekerjaan, gaji, taraf pendidikan ?
Ni salah satu sikap manusia yang 'bangang' ! Sikap yang paling mendatangkn kemarahan. Seseorang pernah cakap dekat me... "Kenapa kau pilih dia ? Dia amik bidang pertanian je. Gaji tak mahal. Taraf pn diploma je... Kau ijazah. Macam tak sesuai." Kalau bukan sebab hormat, dah lama dah muka dia kena tampar.

Apa salahnya dengan bidang pertanian ? Gaji tak mahal ? Rezeki bukan kau yang tentukan... Mane tau satu hari nanti ditakdirkan Tuhan, dia kumpul gaji dia yang sikit (bak kata kau tu) lepas tu buat modal bukak ladang kat negara pertanian mcm New Zealand... Apa masalah dengan taraf diploma and me ijazah ? Taraf pendidikan tak tentukan mentaliti seseorang. Ada orang dah taraf ijazah, umo da berpuluh taun tapi pemikiran tak matang macam ko. Bukan taraf pendidikan yang tentukan samada dia mampu jadi suami penyayang, kepimpinan dia dalam agama, ayah yang bertanggungjawab... Tu yang penting. Bia taraf tak tinggi gunung, tp ada usaha. Rajin... Baru hidup boleh improve. Lau taraf tinggi tp malas, berlagak.. Sampai bile nk improve ? Kalau pasal duit yang korang kisah... Sama2 usaha. Kumpul sama2. Jgn harap kat laki je. Tu baru betul. So kepada pmpuan2 yang pandang bende2 ni jer... Meh sini nk brainwash korang...

Banyak lg sbnrnyer perangai2 manusia yang nk kne komen neh.. tp xpela.. post laen lak nnt. Dah panjang da neh post neh.. Btw lau ada sesape yang nk request me komen sal perangai manusia neh, post kt komen eh. Ne la tau kot2 perangai tu lom masuk dlm list lg... Leh wat observation lg... Hehehe...

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Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

nope. If I change the past, I will also change the future. That's the butterfly effect and I don't want that. I love the life that I had now.. ^__^

Ask me anything

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tomorrow , gonna meet him again...
tee hee ~

I L♥ike !

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talks about beautiful words

somehow.. I do fall in love with this song... I really love the lyrics. The words seems sgt meaningful and kind of literal... this is a song by Bliz titled Mimpi yang Mati

Tak sengaja genggamanku terbuka
Lantas ku gapai bintang yang berjuta
Bintang yang kuimpikan menerangi
Takkan kubiarkan berlalu pergi

Andai benar kau menjadi milikku
Mencintaimu menjadi sumpahku
Namun jika hadirmu satu mimpi
Aku rela tidur sepanjang hari

Kutunggu mentari di hujung siang
Tak kusangka awan hitam menjelang
Sumpahku jadi tak pasti
Nyatalah mimpi, mimpi yang mati

Genggaman tanganku terbuka sepi
Mendambar dirimu satu ilusi
Bintang yang kugapai tak berpanjangan
Hadirmu di dunia hanya pinjaman

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Who's the coolest person you know?

Mr. HeartGardenias ^_^

Ask me anything

What was the happiest moment in your life?

in the meantime.. the moment i get the confirmation that I'll get engaged in December..

Ask me anything

Who's the most beautiful person you know?

My mother... ^__^

Ask me anything

tu memang cari pasal

I am just a normal person... so for sure la I tend to get mad when people just copy what I've been doing and make it theirs. To tell the truth, sblm ni tak kisah sgt pn. But what make that special sebab I've wrote that ikhlas from my own feeling. My own heart specially for the one that I love. Orang lain mungkin tak faham. But he will. So bile orang lain just copy without telling me, you've ruin the feeling that I've put in those words. Unless you talk to me about it... there'll be no way in getting away from what you had done.

Kalau bende tu dah lama, kire ok lg.. Ni tak.. Copy right after one hour bnde tu posted.. Tak ke kurang ajar namenye.. Huh... I'll make sure you pay for it !

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05062010

malas nk hupdet blog sbnrnyer... tp kesian pulak kt dy sbb statik mcm tu jer... so this is the story for the day...

I've been invited by my lovely cik abang nyer family to join them in attending a kenduri in Kedah.. That was a nice opportunity memandangkan cik abang is there and also i can get closer to the family.. So, I accept the offer.

Me and ;HeartGardenias after the wedding

the mother and the older sister

this is him.. driving for the jorney

hehehe.. that's all... tataw nk cerita ap sbnrnyer.. all in all... I Love HIM.. ^__^

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