You are the best thing that's ever been mine..

and will always be...

'cause I am now addicted to your; sweet romantic, wholehearted kindness, amazing tolerance, great care, and much more. But most of all, I am addicted to your lovingly love.    :)

That much of a Memory.

 "Do you see the ashes in my heart when they drift away? 

I try to catch the pieces, but it was too late.

So I watch all of it fade." - Layla Majnun

It has been more than a week after the theater had ended but it seems like everyone can't get off the topic. I've just finished reading a post by a friend about the ups and downs during the theater. Somehow it reminds me on how hard it had been for me to walk through the days. I am really thankful for having friends that had always been by my side. For the first time in my life, I've gained lot and lots of experiences in only a short period of time. I feel tense, mad, excitement, happiness and proud at the same time. It was great  to see those hard work that everyone had put in ended with smiles and laughter.

I am so thankful that after a somber week, I finally managed to meet him. Last Saturday was a great day for us. Having some Chocolate Ice right under the blazing sun while wondering around the town makes me fall for him a little bit more. It was tiring but fun at the same time. I am so glad that I actually managed to give him the gift even though I just complete it in the nick of time.  I just wish that I can turn back the time and capture the moment when he smiles brightly as he saw that gift. Again, I fall for him... and this time, I fall much more harder.

I just hope that our relationship will always stay this way.

 

Thank you for those wonderful love, love..   :)

I think I'll manage; somehow.

I have a status to take care of. A ring to look for every night. Tiring, yes. Holding such big responsibility can make you wonder whether you have done the right thing. Sometimes, your mind keeps on telling that you need time to think. You feel restricted. Every day; every single moment, you have to mind your steps. You can't stop thinking whether you have done anything wrong during the day when you start to lie on your bed every night before you get to sleep. Again; tiring, yes. But I'm happy. The ring may make me feel uneasy most of the time, but I know I can always look for my drug.

The type that I'll look for every night
in order to help myself in getting a dose of beauty sleep.
The type that heals all my pain until there are no scars left.

That's why, I think I'll manage; somehow... to take care of the ring.