Rewinding Memory

Whenever I reminisce upon my life, I can see that there are a lot of beautiful memories that had been lost as I continue living. I really miss the time when I was still in my high school year. I have attended two different school during that time and I am so lucky to have both school serving me with different memories of their own.

Whenever I reminisce upon my childhood days, I have always wonder how close we are during that time. I keep on thinking how great it'll be if I could just see it. He was four years old when he started to take care of me. He always remembers most of the things about me... until now. Unfortunately, I kinda remember nothing about him. I just know him up until recently. Just few years before we get engaged. If I had the chance, I surely would like to know more... :)

So peeps... If you had a chance to capture a wonderful memory that you have missed earlier in your life,
what would it be?

some things never change.

You know I do,  like always... :)


p/s: say hello to the first day of Summer ! thou its really hot here, in Taiping. 

I am so happy.

You make me happy whether you know it or not. We should be happy, that's what I said from the start. I am so happy knowing you are the one that I want for the rest of my days, for the rest of my days, through all of my days. You're looking so cool, you're looking so fly. I can't deny that when I'm staring you down right dead in the eye. I wanna try to be the person you want. The person you need, it's hard to conceive that somebody like you could be with someone like me.

I'm happy knowing that you are mine.  

The grass is greener on the other side. 

The more I think, the more I wish 
that we could lay here for hours and just reminisce.

You're looking so fresh, it's catching my eye. Why oh, why did I not see this before, the girl I adore was right in front of me and now I'll take a step back and look in your eye and ask why it took so long to see we're meant to be. I'm happy knowing that you are mine. The grass is greener on the other side. The more I think, the more I wish that we could lay here for hours and just reminisce... on the good, the bad, the ugly. The smiles, the laughs, the funny... or all the things we put each other through. It's for you, for you, for you.

You make me happy whether you know it or not. We should be happy, that's what I said from the start. I am so happy knowing you are the one that I want for the rest of my days, for the rest of my days.

p/s: This one's for you.. Happy,  a song by Never Shout Never. :)

Wargame.

I feel like a bit retarded when playing Command and Conquer: Tiberium Wars. The thing is... I've stopped playing these 'war' games for almost 2 years already. This time it took me around 20min to destroy the enemy... one easy enemy. Hahaha. Last time, I only need 20min to destroy four hard enemies.

I guess these skills are getting rusty... :p

The truth is, life is not an imagination.

I'm tired. I don't know what I'm tired of but I know I am. I haven't updated this blog for quite a long time and I am sorry for that. Right now, the time had already way past midnight. Unfortunately, I still can't close my eyes and have those magical dreams that every little girl used to adore.

I've always feels that life is an unfair business. I may look like an outgoing person but there are a lot of other things that is going through inside me. I doubt that even the closest person to me can understand that. I don't really know whether these feelings are my imaginations or the real truths. I don't know and I don't think I will.

Somehow, I feel like life will be much more easier if it is just a dream. Living through an imagination. Then it can be a lot more beautiful and memorable.