Fact about me #1

and also the reason why I usually end up sleeping late at night.  -.-"

Wise Decisions

As far as I am concern, J have done most of the decision for the wedding preparations. I have confirmed the vendor for wedding invitations, doorgift, photographer, wedding dais, groom's side reception gown, MUA, etc. My aunt will sponsor the deco for high table and also my wedding cake. Plus, I will do my own hantaran.

But the only problem that I have is my height.

Whenever I went to a wedding boutique, they will always suggest me to make a new dress. Most of the dress that they have won't fit me since it was catered for people with standard height. For those who knew me, you must have realized that I am physically challenged, right? I have to at least add another RM400 for new dress. I don't really know whether I should spent more money on dresses. I don't think that I want to add more dresses to my personal collection since the solemnization dress and the wedding gown for the groom's side will be designed and tailored and will be kept as my personal collection. The best part is that my fiancee will fully support the cost for my wedding gown since he is the one who wants us to wear tuxedo and gown for his side. If I have to spend more money on my own reception dress, I will have to use my own money... Oh, I really want to save some money for other things.

nota kaki: We should spent more on marriage and not on wedding. I hope that everything will be fine.

It's not too late.

Life ain't easy. I still remember the time where there's no such things as studying or career in my life dictionary. I feel regret for what had happened.

Now, as I learned my way to maturity... I noticed that there are lots of students here who didn't know what they wanna do after high school, or even why they were placed in different stream of classes. I was like that too. Once. I never knew what I wanted until the day when I nearly reached the end of my first year in university.

I believe. Live a life that you'll be proud of. That's when I take a bold step to quit my course, leave the university and make changes. It was quite a risk but I know I can do it. O well, I hope that these students here will be able to carve their own path, make their own future.




Nota kaki: Now is the exam week. The March test. I have classes to attend to after this but I still have no idea what are the things that I should teach. I wanted to do some revision for them but I've already done this last week. Plus, they've done their test for English on last Saturday. Continuing their syllabus will not be possible since I have to follow the scheme of work. Should I do another debate then? Most of them looks like they really love debates, or games...