I have only a week left until my engagement day and I don't really know how I feel. There is a happy feeling at one time, and insecure at another second. I can also feel scared, nervous and excited at the same time. Gosh ! Those feelings have mixed. They blend so well until I can't recognize which is which anymore... That's quite disappointing, isn't it?
I need time to figure out those feelings.
Things have been working too well, these days... doing jobs as a secretary, nominated for a club presidency, and even have some people asking to appoint me as a committee in certain areas... Its not that I'm complaining.. I can do these workloads. Its just that I miss the quality time for myself, my friends and my loved ones. I am so sorry if anyone feel neglected. I hope things will get better.
In the meantime, I guess I'll have to focus on myself, no matter how. I can't attend my own engagement day with a mixed up feeling, right?
p/s: I miss blogging too.