Crammed my heads up.

It is nearly the end of the holiday now and I still lay in my bed, looking at my laptop will all these melancholic feels. The holiday started off great but its getting weirder towards the end. I don't know what I want to do with myself and my day or what words should I utter in order to start a decent non-argument-type conversation with my family. It seems like I am now crammed with lots of different feelings and disappointment in which made me feel like I want to run far away from everyone.... just like the one I had done few years back. It feels great to have the world to yourself, started your life back on track.

I don't know but it seems like all the hard work, seclusion, etc. will be going to an end and I think that I am not that ready to let it all go. There'll be not much time left before I had to step back into the society.

Should I get MARRIED?

I have another year to go before getting married but all these talks about wedding stuffs and preparations already makes me dizzy and annoyed too.

I want these, and my mom wants that. I want another thing and there'll be an issue of 'membazir' or too grand and even too ugly. She wants that but it looks too 80's just like the one in P.Ramlee's movies, the color won't suit me, etc. I really hate it when I had to argue with my mom for something I WANT. This is my wedding. I know she'll be there to support me but please, I am not a child anymore. I know how to make a wise decision. I know how to think whether the prices are too high or just worth it. I need your opinion, not an argument. Somehow, all these talks do make me feel I don't want to get married... or maybe I'll just grab my love and get married somewhere in Thailand, or Italy.

Oh well, for now I think I wanna walk away from marriage.
I guess I won't look back for a few months.


p/s: I miss those peaceful time in UNISEL.

Love, Nora.

So, as usual, I lost the track of time again. I know I am a bit 'buta muzik' in which I always get left behind when it comes to the latest songs. But hey, there are also times when I am more advanced than the other. Oh well, this time I am a bit left behind when it comes to movies. I can't believe myself ! Why didn't I watch the movie when my younger brother told me to watch it? It is a simple yet a great movie... err.. for someone who always love the hopeless romantic feel.

I almost forgot to mention, this movie may be inspired by the book P/S: I Love You by Cecilia Ahern. The film version of the novel are also great. It always puts me in the "my heart filled with love while my eyes shed some tears because I am touched" mode. Hmm... I guess you can say that this movie also puts me in the same mode.

You can read more on this film here. The part that I really love in this movie is in the last letter by Nora. The word LIVE itself. Somehow, it kinda give many different meaning. After watching this movie, I think I just realized something.

Man who speaks Italian  are quite sexy !

HAHAHA !
Enough daydreaming.
I should just go back to reality.


p/s: Sayang, I think you should take intensive courses on how to speak Italian. :pp